Monday, May 19, 2008

And when the water reached the west coast

[And took the powerlines, and it was me and you, and the whole town underwater...there was nothing we could do]

So, I was called "baby" today by someone I like very much.
But...I'm wondering...
His first language is not english and sometimes he says things out of context...
so.....Is "baby" synonomous with "I am hitting on you very bluntly", or "I am a total womanizer" or "I think you're very young and am making sure you know that"????
Because I would so enjoy it if it was the first one.
But alas, I'm sure it's the thrid. I know it's not the second.

But he's great, really. He's 23 and wants to be a teacher.
And I'm 16 (I think...yes.), insane, obesessive, want to take care of dying people, and I want him.

"I'm begging you to beg me"....lol, I'm so obsessive.

So, (god, I start out many everythings with "so"....I need to stop that. so. lol) my best friend got a job at my jobplace and already has a boyfriend. I've been there for freaking three years and still don't.
GRAWR.
Oh well. I'm happy for her, if not totally jealous. I had the hardest time spelling "jealous," but I think I got it.

Selling out monday, huh?

Today is my mothers birthday. She's still hurt.

I'm tired and really need to work out. Oh well.

Goodbye.

Saturday, May 17, 2008

Whispers 'hello, I miss you, I miss you'

*sigh*

So, a new day at work.
huhn. I want a boyfriend. Preferably one who likes me.

I have a giant zit on my nose that looks like a small person plotting to take over my face.
and one on my forehead. They're working together. It's a conspiricy, I know. I'm certain.

Goddamnit

My feet hurt and I'm not pretty.
but I will be. Eventually.

Tomorrow will be good.

[I can't see what anyone can see in anyone else.....but you....]

Thursday, May 15, 2008

So...

So, school is ending, I'm losing all of my entertainment. Dirks going. Chance is going. Sam and Sam are going. What the hell am I going to do???

Fudge.

I'm doing well. I'm losing weight still, but slowly. Cut my hair. Just sittin' out here, watching airplane...you know, the usual.
lol.

Anyway, I just thought I'd make sure my thousands of devoted readers (snort) knew I was still kickin'.

I really only write this to type. Typing is fun.

I'm learning arabic.
Woohoo.

Latazz