Bittersweet Symphony

So, I'm scared shitless, and nothing in my life is going the way i want it to. i'm too damn young to do anything, and too old to act dumb. And I ate way too much this past week and Im fat and I have no water in my house and I need to take a fucking shower.
humph.
Court is on monday, and my best friends boyfriend is trying to kill me.
goddamnit.
and I think i'm falling in love.
Actually, I know I am...but with whom?? Thats my issue.

And I think i'm getting played. oh well. I can live.

Goodnight.