I can see that you're uneasy and it's not gonna change.

Bipolar post of the year :)


THINGS I'VE BEEN DYING TO BITCH ABOUT
-I'm so, so sick of rain. I normally love rain, okay? it gives me nice warm tingles and makes my eyes open wide and makes me BREATHE. Buuut, come one, this is just too much. It's rained the entire day for over a week. and the weatherpeople say that it's gonna stay like this for another week. I'm drowning.
-I hate my job. I hate waiting tables. It hurts my feet and my knees and my hips and everything in between.
-My cook(s) wont talk to me because I think that its bullshit that they work at least eight hours a week off the clock.
-I sleep over ten hours a day. Not on purpose. It's killing me.
-The FExBoy plays hot and cold and it drives me nuts
-My hair is stupid
-My dog continually pokes me with his nose and if i ignore him, he barks.
-I'm just about sick of music.
-It has been so long since I've watched the news or read the paper that I have no idea if we still have the same president, if we're still called the united states of america, or anything. Argh.


THINGS THAT MAKE MY HEART KEEP BEATING
-When I come home at three AM, the porch light is always on. It lets me know they love me. Brings a new meaning to the "we'll leave the light on for you" commercial.
-My dog loves me. lol. He only wants attention. I lovers him.
-I have a job. Which is more than I can say for a lot of the population. I shouldn't bitch.
-I have hair, which is more than I can say for a lot of the population. I shouldn't bitch.
-I have the option of watching the news, which is more than I can say for China. I shoudln't bitch.
-Its raining enough that I might be able to shower this summer. lol.


laterrr